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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I'm Back on Track..in a Good Way and A Bad Way..

What can I say.. I’m in a relationship but I think I’m in love with someone..I don’t know but I feel so bad thinking of it.. By the way I’m currently working at Basis Bay, as you can see about the last blog that I wrote was my actual assignment to get the job..Here, I’m assign under ‘interns’..,maybe because I wasn’t experience enough to get an actual working title. During my first day of work, I met the actual interns from Holland, 2 guys and a girl. While I’m writing this, I’m already working for 3 weeks. My job is the coolest job, a lots of thing to to do but not so stress.. The best perk of the job is M, one of the Dutch interns. I just feel so happy when I look at him..I even made him cupcakes for his birthday. Yeah, my uplines is making fun of me for being so “gila bayang” . This is so ironic. I finally found the right and perfect guy but I already settle with the less-than-perfect guy..who makes my life worth a while everyday..but seriously, I’m always in a complicated relationship..(aren’t we all??) I love my current J, but just because I hate to walk out of a relationship again, just like that.. maybe in time I’ll know, and just waiting for situation to work out in its on ways..